i just want to..

i. have a stable job
ii. build my own family
iii. be a good person
iv. be happy.

So far, none of the checklist seems to be possible. Its either i am not ready, or I have not grow up. I wish I am a much simpler person, somehow i always choose the much complicated path. Ya Allah, i am thankful for my life, and I thank u for these tests, I will try and face everything in a positive way.