it's frustrating.

what i think im doing right is apparently wrong to the other person. it is so frustrating how i am sometimes misunderstood and judged because of my old habits (perhaps my current habit too, but im trying to be a better person, i swear).

im sorry for being what i was before, but i don't deserve how u threating me this days. whatever i say or do or want to do is for the both of us, its because i care for you, but you feel that i am being selfish, and i expect u to be like how u were before. it's never like that, i just want to still be part of your life, and i understand u've grown up, i never did say i don't understand that. it is really frustrating because no matter what i'll do, u will think that i am wrong.

please don't misunderstood. i miss the old days, i dont want the exact ways, but i do want just a little piece of it.

i have my dignity. sorry, no apology from me.

CHICAGO - A transgender man who is six months pregnant said in an exclusive interview with Oprah Winfrey on Thursday that he always wanted to have a child and considers it a miracle.

"It's not a male or female desire to have a child. It's a human desire," Thomas Beatie said. "I have a very stable male identity," he added, saying that pregnancy neither defines him nor makes him feel feminine.

Beatie, 34, who lives in Oregon, was born a woman but decided to become a man 10 years ago. He began taking testosterone treatments and had breast surgery to remove glands and flatten his chest.

...He's becoming a star. i pity him lar. people calling him a freak show and all. I dont see why its wrong or disturbing for some people. yea, probably coz he looks like a guy, but the fact is he is really a woman and every woman has the right to have his own biological daughter.

Such and interesting story, i hope he and the baby will be safe. I wonder if he still has his vagina.hahaha.